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Relationship issues...


Today I came across the realization that all men are exactly the same. If a girl does something to piss her boyfriend off, he gets so angry about it, but when the tables are turned, guys tell us girls that were being too emotional. What the hell ?Did I miss something?

My boyfriend slept over my house last night after I specifically explained to him that my landlord was coming upstairs to continue fixing my bathroom. I didn't know that he had to fix more stuff than I thought cause my mother does not like to keep me up to date with stuff, so I told him maybe an hour. I didn't realized it would take longer. He got pissed and stormed off home. I do feel kinda bad cause today is his birthday and I kinda wanted it to be special but I guess not cause I can't even speak to him with out him getting pissed off. I texted him four times and called hime eight times and he won't answer. I mean honestly, I didn't do anything wrong, this wasn't even my fault, so I don't know why he's so mad at me. Now I'm debating weither or not to go to his house for his birthday or sit at home until he decides to answer my phone calls. I'm not the kind of person to hold grudges or anything but this happens at least once a month where stuff like this happens and he gets mad at me. I really do think he wants me to chase after him,
but I refuse to do that because I don't take fault for things that I didn't start.

He gets to me all the time and stuff like this pisses me off cause my dad is exactly the same way and I really can't date a guy who's like my dad. It's, one, weird...eww, and two, my father is the most antisocial, stubborn, least rational person I know. Knowing how I am, I'll probably let the problem go as if it never happened, but I don't want to continue being walked all over. I can defend myself so easily physically but when it comes to emotional stuff I feel a lot weaker.

I guess this happens in all realationships but really I didn't think the statment boys will be boys was to be taken so literally. Every guy I've come across has acted like that so I'm afraid that even if the worst does happen, I'll just wind up right back into a relationship thast is no different than the one I have just got out of. It's not even like I don't admit when I'm wrong because believe me, I do and I am a very proud person, butI'm also honest. I'm just afraid this litle temper and need to ALWAYS be right is really going to send our realtionship downhill and that was and is one of my biggest fears. I regretted getting into a relationship because I fear rejection and being hurt. I don't like pain and I'm very senstive when it comes to stuff like this, so I was very content with being single for the rest of my life. But things change when you fall in love I guess. The person your in love with always wears a disguse and the mask doesn't come off until they know they have you in the palm of their hand.

I'm not saying everyone in the world is like this, at least I'm hoping not. It's just what I can conclude after 19 years of being alive. Before I conclude this entry I just want to say I am not a sexist person nor am I a feminist, I am just stating my opinion from events that have happened in my life time. I am also not stereotyping anyone.

Random fact about the author: She has a rubber duck collection. <33

P.S. lot's of spelling errors, please ignore. I didn't feel like going back and proof reading. Thank you.


Oh how I love people...

 It never fails to amaze me how stupid people really are. I mean, does everyone in the world always have to feel the need to demean people even when the person demeaning is wrong? 

I was at work ringing up a customer and doing my job(and doing a pretty damn great job if I do say so myself). The customer stopped me midway and said in a stuck up tone, "The ice cream is buy one get one free." I look at the ice cream and nicely inform him that he got Turkey Hill and the buy one get one free sale only applies to Hagen Diaz. Before I go on any further with this rant I just want to ask, how the hell do you confuse TURKEY HILL with HAGEN DIAZ. They don't even sound, look, or taste the same! Continuing...This for some reason pissed the customer off and he responded "No it's not. I'll show you the damn sign!" I sighed and followed him down isle 4, the frozen foods isle, only for him to lead me to a sign that says 'Hagen Diaz 16 oz. Buy one Get one free'. He starts yelling saying the sign was there just a minute ago, as if it pulled itself off of the freezer and walked away. He thought I replaced the sign when I was clearly on my register ringing him up. I told him maybe he read it in the flyer, to make him look less like an idiot and he said he did, last week. Our sales change every Friday and so I informed him that it was probably an old sale which isn't valid anymore. He starts cursing and screaming that the store was out to get him and that we were a rip off(While I don't deny that the store I work at is a rip off, I doubt we were out to get him, stupid man). We walk back to my register and I continue to ring him up, while he continued to scream and curse at me and the managers. I told him his total and he was like what the hell! Apparently 6 bucks is a lot of money for 10 yogurts(10 for 5 dollars) and parsley(99 cents each). He yelled some more telling me I didn't take off the ice cream. Evidently the idiot failed math too. I told him if I didn't take off both of the ice creams(which would have totaled to be 12 dollars or 2) it would have been 18 dollars. His reply was to throw six dollars in my face and say "Fine but I'm never coming back here again." I opened my register an
d took out a penny ripped the receipt out and threw the penny and receipt down and said "Please don't. Thank you and have a wonderful day." 

Ah, stupidity at it's finest. People are very very lucky that I am a nice person cause I should have punch that guy in the mouth for being so bitchy to me. I didn't even get an apology. If you know your wrong, just admit it. There is absolutely  no reason to react like that. And it's not like I was even real nasty to him either. Grr, I guess I'll just never understand.

Random fact about the Author: She does not enjoy criticism even though she embraces it...yeah weird...


Entry of a Lazy Artist

 You are now entering dangerous territory. It's not to late to turn back, though I doubt you want to. My name is Alyssa and I am a self-proclaimed artist of many talents. My specialties include drawing, sketching, photoshopping, and makeup. This is my first journal post...ever. Yep I am a newbie in case you haven't noticed. I was intorduced to this site by my best friend Becca(she's awesome). 

I'm realy not entirely sure what to write in this journal entry, so I'll just keep it short, sweet, and too the point. What you can probably(meaning most likely) expect to read on my journal entries is ranting ab out my odd adventures at  work, my oh so wonderful family, the insanity of my friends and boyfriend, and just plan old randomness. So please i you do not enjoy reading any of the things listed above, refrain from reading any of the following journal entries. 

I thing that's a pretty decent entry of what is about to appear on this site, so enjoy <33


Random fact about the author: Her favorite color is Orange.